I have no choice. Penis has taken over my body, my self, my all.

Masturbation is not a choice but a necessity as much as eating. I’m truly happy when I’m masturbating and very unhappy when I have to hide Penis.
I need my hand on Penis at all times, waking or sleeping. I hold Penis while reading, watching TV, and eating. I do household chores one-handed while the other hand is on Penis. I stroke Penis constantly. I sleep with one hand on Penis, the other on my balls. Penis wakes me during the night needing masturbation.

The graphic says it all. My life demands Penis always, everywhere. How can I forget Penis? How can I forget to live? Penis is life.